deprivation

i'm losing sleep

some damnation

a hole so deep

declaration

of war in my

own foundation

i cannot lie

absence of crystalline

i cannot see daylight

dark, induced alignment

failing nighttime disguise

separation

things fall apart

lead through the heart

up to the mind

deploration

for fragmented

burnt out candles

and burnt out lives

just like a match i've burned

lit up the surroundings

alone in the shadows

failing nighttime disguise

sea of unrest

rocking the ship

set sail to sun

only found moon

symbolic rest

simple design

yet the heart is

convoluted

it's filled with disbelief

all it hears is dismay

all it pumps is anguish

it sometimes even sings

the swan song

my swan song

in the failing nighttime disguise

Nedim Emre Özkaş